Today, I found myself taking a big breath, fighting back a few tears, and hoping for things to calm down - to just calm down. It's a frequent feeling for me here, but this was the first day I'd gotten to that point since our latest visit back to the States. The past week has been crazy for us.
Part of it was a good craziness; our new set of interns arrived last Monday! Intern orientation week is always one of the busiest in a term for us, so last week we were constantly on the go from one training session or event to the next. Dan led training sessions in the office every day, and planned a lot of activities to help the new interns get to know Costa Rican culture and Atenas. We had two new interns and a new volunteer staying with us at the beginning of the week, and then every day from Wednesday to Saturday, we had groups of people in our home for everything from a lunch with the interns to a movie night, pizza with our whole team, cultural and language acquisition training sessions, and a painting project! In the midst of this, I had a crazy allergy attack and was having more contractions that I felt comfortable with and Timmy wasn't feeling well with diarrhea, so an unexpected trip to San José to see our doctors had to be squeezed in (we're all ok, by the way). I needed to take it easy because of the contractions, which is always hard to do because of the extra work housekeeping is here, but the added hosting of events made it even harder. The week was made more complicated by our car being in the shop the whole week; we're hoping we'll get it back today.
The craziness culminated with Sunday's event, which was definitely not a good craziness. I will write in more detail about this icing on the cake soon, but, basically, our house was broken into and our laptop and our digital camera were stolen. There are so many emotions that come with this - anger at the injustice of it, frustration that maybe we could have done something to make our home more secure, fear that the thief will return, sadness of the loss of the secure feeling we've had living in this house... We are thankful that more wasn't taken and that no one was hurt, but we are still struggling a little with the repercussions of this theft.
So, all of that information brings me back to my place of almost crying and my desire for calm this morning... As I took that big breath and blinked back the tears, I was reminded that my only true peace is in our Lord, just as my only true place of security, rest, comfort, and joy is in Him. God has been bringing the last two verses of Psalm 29 to my mind over and over again the past couple of days:
"The Lord is enthroned over the flood; the Lord is enthroned as King forever. The Lord gives strength to His people; the Lord blesses His people with peace."
Why do I feel like my world is at all shaken by one crazy week, by one bad event? The Lord is always on His throne and everything is governed by His sovereignty. Praise Him! Please join with us praying for our strength and our peace.